it's so simple...

Even though sometimes things feel like they take up my whole world, I know I'll look back on these years and realize how small my problems were. It's so weird to put your life into a perspective; how I'm going to view today's world in 20 years. I want to take in every moment. Take pictures of everything so I can go back and laugh and remember. I don't want to forget a thing. I feel like a lifetime is so long, but I know when I get to 80, everything will be different. I won't be looking forward to the huge steps in life, but I'll be looking back. Probably with regrets, hopefully few though. I wish I could go ahead in time and give my teenage self advice. I guess it's part of the journey, surprises and all.

art.

I feel like fashion is just a way of showing how you're feeling. Some days you really just don't care. Some people just dress because it's the necessity. I find fashion as a form of art. It's not always easy to keep up with the latest and greatest. Maybe that's the fun of it though. Being inspired by someone, and making it your own. Taking something that would cost your lifetime's saving and changing it around. It's not easy being around people that constantly dress to compete. I wish I could care a little less...

so here's to life...

"I don't really listen to criticism because if you don't want to watch my video you can always turn it off."

Even though it's abnormally and unequivocally warm outside...

It feels like that time of year again.


The time when you know it's not summer anymore because you wake up at 6am every morning, have exhaustingly long days, and can't manage to make it to bed before 10pm
The time when drinking a pumpkin spice latte just tastes like memories
The time when being sick is acceptable, because it gives you an excuse to bundle up and stay on the couch for an absurd amount of hours at a time
The time when being with friends and family all day seems so right
The time when you see sparkles and all you can think of is Christmas lights, but Halloween hasn't quite made it yet
The time when you look out your window and the trees have lost their first orange leaves
The time when you walk in the door and the lights are off, but there are candles illuminating the room and giving off scents of pine or sugar cookies
The time when all you want is to be in the snow, listening to Christmas music


Yep, it's feeling like fall again.